Today I want to say, Know your worth. Even if it feels like it is going to fucking kill you, but know your worth.
I am walking away today. From the person I thought was going to be My Forever Person
But alas, it wasn’t meant to be. Again. This time though, I am sad, not broken. Because I am not walking away because I gave up or said something in anger – but I need to start realizing my worth.
Pls do not make this out as anything other than I need to accept who I am – I am difficult. I am moody. I know what I want and I am a control freak. But I am also kind and caring and love with my entire heart and I tend to give until I have nothing left to give – not even to myself anymore. So what I am saying is not that this was a bad relationship, but rather that I am realizing that to be who I am, is okay. Even in all my inglorious imperfections.
I wanted to share this not for sympathy because another chapter has ended – but to help myself close the book on this one. It hurts, it’s disappointing, I wanted it to be different, but I am walking away this time saddened and disappointed, but not broken.
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